Just feeling lonely, I guess. I'll get over it.
Went to the movies last night (would have gone with Mike if I hadn't broken the date). Saw Beauty Shop which was kinda dumb but still sweet. I think because I get a student discount on my admission fee, I'm not quite as critical as I might ordinarily be. :-) Keisha Knight Pullum was funny and still has that precious face. I also liked the young actress who played Queen Latifa's daughter.
You know, I have every right and need to be picky. Face it, my youth was used up on someone unworthy, and I have to make sure that the good years I have left are spent judiciously and not wasted on something unrealistic and likely to end badly. I mean, I just had a flash: Mike and I move in together, we each finish our respective educations (mine obtaining a master's in German and his attending law school), and we graduate. He gets a job at a law firm where he's surrounded by pretty young lawyers and paralegals and he embarks upon his next adventure. Me, I'll be nearing 50 by then and right back where I started, alone. Fergit it.
I got an older Tyler doll second-hand from someone on the list and I wonder if they're more fragile, because I somehow blew her knee out yesterday. A big chunk of plastic broke off. Right now it's held in place by her orthopedic hose until I can make it to the store and get some Superglue or something.
posted by Newpeep, N.D. (neurotic depressive) @ 1:39 PM
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