I was in the "business office" in the leasing office using the computer when some yokels banged on the back door and told me to let them in. I told them to go around to the front. What am I, the doorman? One member of the party, a girl, went around front and then walked to the back door and let the others in. As they walked by, they said, "you suck!" to which I replied, "fuck you." I mean, gawd. Where did those punks obtain such a sense of entitlement? And how hard was it for them all to walk around to the front, which is not a long walk, I assure you. Sometimes I really hate people. And the exchange got my adrenalin going and I wish it would just go away.
Anyway, Sandy, thank you very much for your sweet comment on my blog! Wow, "brilliance"; I don't think that word has ever been applied to me. :-) And Meow, I guess we'll have to agree to disagree on the subject of forgiveness. I don't forgive my father, for example, for molesting me: although he suffered a shitty upbringing himself, he still knowingly made his decisions. However, I don't let him have free rent in my thoughts anymore, and I've found peace of mind in getting past the mourning for the childhood and parents I should have had.
I sure don't forgive the local radio stations for playing crappy music and having such a limited playlist; Las Vegas radio, while owned by the same corporation, was miles better. The locals are just plain lazy.
I need some food, bad.
9:20 PM
There's a huge trash can by the mailboxes where everyone tosses their copious junk mail, and I saw an Ikea catalog that someone had thrown away. So I retrieved it -- I mean, it was just paper waste. There's a bed in there that's like the top bunk of a bunk bed but without the bottom bunk. It's called a "loft bed frame." So, with the bed elevated, there's a bunch more space in the room. I'm intrigued! I mean, this apartment has nine-foot ceilings, so why not use that space? And I've always liked sleeping on the top bunk anyway. It would open up the floor and almost amount to another room. Plus if I ever move to Manhattan and get a studio apartment, I'll already be prepared. Only con is, my pets wouldn't be able to sleep with me. I'd have to buy a cat tree and put it next to the bed so they could climb up.
*Sigh* So many things and so little money.
Newman's tail fascinates me. I've never had cats before, and he's the only one of the three with a normal tail; the other two's are kinked and short. Newman's tail is very long and elegant and I'm amazed at how flexible it is. It's almost prehensile and much more expressive than a dog's tail.
Missy is such a troublemaker, true to her name ("Alright now, little missy!") If I'm not careful she'll throw herself off my balcony or jump onto my hot stove elements. Gah. She likes to climb into open cabinets but she usually can't get down. She's so crazy.
I despise Avril Lavigne, Laverne, Lasagna, whatever the hell her name is.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
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About Me
- Name: Newpeep, N.D. (neurotic depressive)
- Location: United States
Whateya need to know about me? Hmmm, I'm not clever enough to summarize myself concisely. Guess I'm underdeveloped, a late bloomer. Still trying to find my way in the world. I've already found my way *into* the world, which I suppose is a step in the right direction ... isn't it?
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