Mulling things over this morning, things probably best left alone. But Shay pisses me the hell off. I mean, I was her friend, I was there for her when she had a lump in her breast and she was scared, I played with her kid and her pets, we yakked about some deep stuff, confided in each other, and I gave her expensive things like an alpaca wool scarf that I knitted for her and a Bodum Santos electric coffeemaker. And then she dumps me cold like that, because "Eduard is the coolest person I have ever met." Well lemme tell ya something, missy: Eduard ain't cool. He carefully cultivates a cool persona by pretending to disdain mainstream culture and saying things like "coin" instead of "money," but he ain't cool and deep inside he knows that. One day you'll find out too.
[I mean, I was reading The DaVinci Code because I happened to have a copy and I wanted something light to read. I found the book entertaining, although granted, not worth the hype or a movie, but still. Eduard made great pains to say he wouldn't be caught dead reading that book, blah blah blah. And when I talked about aspects of the book I enjoyed, particularly the discussions about the divine feminine, he scoffed, "that's bullshit." Why piss on someone's parade? Huh?]
I wonder if it has something to do with the drinkers' culture. Shay's been a bartender for a long time and Eduard has also worked bartending and waitstaff jobs (which is how they met), not to mention that he drinks like a sonofabitch. But there's something about drinking and drinkers that kind of forms a club or something. WHATever. Not a club I would want to join, thankyouverymuch.
Something else about Shay, she broke up with this one dude but she still accepts expensive presents from him. What the hell is that?
Anyway none of this is my concern anymore and I'm better off out of it.
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
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About Me
- Name: Newpeep, N.D. (neurotic depressive)
- Location: United States
Whateya need to know about me? Hmmm, I'm not clever enough to summarize myself concisely. Guess I'm underdeveloped, a late bloomer. Still trying to find my way in the world. I've already found my way *into* the world, which I suppose is a step in the right direction ... isn't it?
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