Eduard and I are back together. I hate the term "back together" because it's so cliche and also smacks of those horrible, addicted-to-drama couples who have turmultuous, poisonous, on-and-off-again relationships.
But anyway, he came over today and it was good to be with him. Since I now know that he loves me so deeply, I feel my fear and lack of trust subsiding, and I feel myself opening up to him, mentally, physically and spiritually. It's wonderful.
And oh yeah, we had some awesome sex. Which was great, but secondary to just being with him. I liked stroking his hair and kissing his face.
It's important to note that he and I still need to have continuing dialogue in order to address things that went wrong before, or else the whole thing will be a waste of time.
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
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About Me
- Name: Newpeep, N.D. (neurotic depressive)
- Location: United States
Whateya need to know about me? Hmmm, I'm not clever enough to summarize myself concisely. Guess I'm underdeveloped, a late bloomer. Still trying to find my way in the world. I've already found my way *into* the world, which I suppose is a step in the right direction ... isn't it?
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