Oh man, Eduard called yesterday and left me a voice mail. He loves me and wants to do whatever it takes to get back together. Don't know what I was doing that made me miss the call...napping?
I have to be sure not to react based on my loneliness and horniness. He wants to come back to my bed? Fuckin'-A! But crap, it's not that simple. Frankly, I don't think he can get his shit together solely on my account. Also, to be blunt, I hadn't thought of "forever" when I was with him, although it seems that he did. So I guess the answer will be no, even though I want to fuck him like there's no tomorrow.
Think about it, though. He won't want to change. Drinking is his life. That's where all his friends are. No way he'd give that up.
Thursday, December 30, 2004
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About Me
- Name: Newpeep, N.D. (neurotic depressive)
- Location: United States
Whateya need to know about me? Hmmm, I'm not clever enough to summarize myself concisely. Guess I'm underdeveloped, a late bloomer. Still trying to find my way in the world. I've already found my way *into* the world, which I suppose is a step in the right direction ... isn't it?
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