Today I talked to my shrink, who happens to be a lesbian, about my "sexual identity crisis." She was like, "Okay, back wayyyyyy up." So I told her the whole thing with the English teacher and that when I was twenty I'd had sex with a woman but only once and that I'm one of those people who fall somewhere in the middle on the Kinsey scale, etc. I feel calmer about everything now; it was silly to freak out. My approach is, just see where things go with English teacher (who I can't very well refer to as "E.T.," now can I). Sometimes things happen, sometimes they don't. At the very least, it'll be nice to talk with her. Is anyone curious about my early sexual experimentation? Don't be. In my mind, it wasn't too much different from sex with a man, in that I didn't enjoy it very much. Back in those days, I engaged in sex compulsively, but with my sensations disconnected. Kind of a waste of time, but I didn't figure that out until later.
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Of course I'm not interested in your early sexual experimentation.
Yeah, right. And if you believe that...
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I think that anonymous comment is spam.
Anyway, I think that late teens/early twenties is experimentation time, and it's the time for sexual relations that aren't about emotions but instead about practice and and learning what you actually enjoy. That's my take, anyway.
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