Friday, June 24, 2005

I'm having serious second thoughts about attending watercolor class for the second summer session. It's starting to sound like too much "work," five hours a day, four times a week, plus homework. What I think I would like to do instead is stay at home for those few weeks and focus on making some money. I need to do dollies and also take care of the organization in my house, try to fix it so it's not hard to keep tidy. I've got zero closets and cabinets in this place. Maybe I need to get a chest of drawers or something. I dunno, shit.

Mike and I had sex yesterday, as in, intercourse. It was awkward, as first times usually are. I was *very* impressed with his discipline--he held off from orgasm for much longer than men with years of experience. In fact, he held off for too long because I'm out of practice and out of shape and had to beg off after some time passed. Why is fantasizing about it so different from actually doing it? I think he felt disappointed although he didn't say so. He said all the right things, as a matter of fact, as he usually does. He's a very studious person and I'm sure learned the things that a woman likes to hear. He approaches everything with an intense, hard-working attitude. While I admire that about him and know that it's a trait that will take him far, I wish he'd chill out once in a while.

3 Comments:

At 9:42 PM, Blogger Kate the Peon said...

Whoa, you slipped the Mike details right in there! Sorry it wasn't great - when's try #2?

 
At 3:27 PM, Blogger Newpeep, N.D. (neurotic depressive) said...

Probably next week, after this summer session is over. I think it'll be more fun next time, more relaxed. I'll keep you posted. :-)

 
At 9:41 PM, Blogger Kate the Peon said...

Hope so - and you better!

 

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