John mentions faith in his blog. Faith ... faith is something I don't have. Just faith in general. Faith in a higher power, faith in my abilities, faith in myself in general, faith in others, faith in the future.
One thing I miss about Eduard is that he liked me for who I am. He accepted, and liked, the fact that I dress like a boy, that I cuss like a sailor, etc. That's hard to find, especially in young-ish men.
But, men, i.e., companionship, are honestly the least of my concerns right now.
A moment ago, all three kitties were worshipping at the altar that is The Monitor. Now it's just Missy. I don't care so long as they stand off to the side a bit. Note to Missy: When you're lying on top of my gourd in bed is NOT the ideal time to perform your toilet on your nether regions. Euch.
Friday, February 04, 2005
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About Me
- Name: Newpeep, N.D. (neurotic depressive)
- Location: United States
Whateya need to know about me? Hmmm, I'm not clever enough to summarize myself concisely. Guess I'm underdeveloped, a late bloomer. Still trying to find my way in the world. I've already found my way *into* the world, which I suppose is a step in the right direction ... isn't it?
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