Shay has her daughter, which I'm glad about because it means Shay's not pissed at me for missing an early workout, although there's nothing stopping her from going to the gym by herself. That's one thing: I'm so used to doing everything and going everywhere by myself that it's almost a hindrance to have someone else along, and I can't comprehend how someone would be hesitant to work out by oneself. But anyway, that's just me. Shay invited me to a movie with her and her daughter, but I just don't have the mental energy. Her daughter's a total sweetheart and a very bright and pretty child, but holy crap she wears me out. I don't know how Shay does it. Besides, I don't really have the time as I've got a bunch of crap to do.
Shay's got a new bartending job in a busy, upscale part of the city where lots of rich university students hang out. I'm glad for her because it's been stressful for her after losing her last job. But for me it probably means that I'll be seeing far less of her. I'm not into hanging around places where alcohol is sold. I got into it for a while when I first started seeing Eduard until I got fucking sick of it. Why can't people socialize in other ways, why does it have to involve the piss? Eduard was very pleased at the prospect of Shay getting a job at that particular bar because it'll add to his list of haunts. I, on the other hand, have no interest in hanging out there, 'cause even if I go only to see Shay, I will drink. Anyway, I think I'm being redudant (like that's ever stopped me before?).
posted by Newpeep, N.D. (neurotic depressive) @ 1:17 PM
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