My fucking phone got turned off for nonpayment and I can't pay the bill so I'm phone-less. That blows. And now I'll never know whether or not Eduard tried to call me last night [betcha he didn't].
So I installed MSN messenger so that he can call Shay and she can message me (he doesn't have a cell or a computer). God this is ridiculous. He said he'd be over at nine tonight. I have a doctor's appointment at 9:30 in the morning that I must not miss. *sigh* Oh, but check this out: he asked Shay to ask me if I can call him at 6:30. Um, no. Hello? I don't have a phone, hence the reason for this farcical liaison exercise! Jeez.
What's the matter with me, I'm having second thoughts about the reconciliation, wondering if it was the right thing to do. Fuck.
So, they're coming out with a movie, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. Being somewhat ignorant and not very literary considering I'm an English major, I thought that maybe I should read the book, so I went over to Amazon to check it out. I read the sample pages available and it didn't grab me so much, maybe because it's too British. Not that I dislike Brits or Britain, but ... my ex-husband is a Brit and he wore his Britishness on his sleeve. At first it was very novel, but holy shit did it get tiresome. Finally, at the end, I told him, "Look, motherfucker, you're in America now. If England's so fucking great, then go back there." Cocksucker used me to stay in this country. I hope he rots in hell.
Not that I'm bitter or anything.
I like going to the movies but almost 100% of the time I wind up going by myself. It seems that nobody wants to see what I want to see, and I don't want to see what they want to see. I think this irritates Shay, when she suggests stuff and I'm like, "Eh." Oh well. If I'm gonna sit on my ass in the dark for two hours surrounded by annoying strangers with their fucking cell phones, it needs to be worth my while. I totally want to see Million Dollar Baby. I'll probably check that out soon.
posted by Newpeep, N.D. (neurotic depressive) @ 7:04 PM
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