Hmm. The CoDA meeting. Well. The meeting itself was okay and I wasn't even that late. After the meeting, though, this one biddy (sorry, but what a horrible woman) orchestrated what I thought was to be a "newcomer's" thing, that instead turned into this evangelical sermon. I was not appreciative. I'll give these meetings another chance and if I don't care for them, I'll try another location--fortunately there's more than one in the city.
The meeting closed with the Lord's prayer. Everyone stood in a circle and held hands. My hands were clammy, ugh. The prayer stuff doesn't do much for me, but there was this chihuahua there, a very sweet and social creature, who started snorting and honking (reverse sneezing, a common affliction of smaller dogs--Paints does it) throughout the prayer between stanzas, which I thought was hilarious. I totally wanted to crack up with my irreverent self. Oh, anyway, so after the Lord's prayer there was a group hug. Holy crap. And then this one lady came up to me afterward and asked me if I wanted a hug. From a stranger? Um, no. Not into the huggie shit, not into the Jesus shit.
Oh, and Shay told me to give her a call after the meeting so we could hook up, but when I did her phone was turned off and she hasn't called back yet. So I just drove home. What the fuck?
Sunday, January 09, 2005
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About Me
- Name: Newpeep, N.D. (neurotic depressive)
- Location: United States
Whateya need to know about me? Hmmm, I'm not clever enough to summarize myself concisely. Guess I'm underdeveloped, a late bloomer. Still trying to find my way in the world. I've already found my way *into* the world, which I suppose is a step in the right direction ... isn't it?
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