Saturday, January 29, 2005

"Especially do not feign affection." I did that with Eduard. When he said he loved me, I told him that I loved him too. Not out of true feeling, but out of obedience, the way I remember doing as a child in response to my parents.

Thanks, John. I needed to re-read that...a few thousand times.

My hands are cold, like ice.

Peep tore up and chewed a letter that Eduard had written me. I let her do it. "...timid toe tapping as I dance through life"? What the fuck is that?

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