"Especially do not feign affection." I did that with Eduard. When he said he loved me, I told him that I loved him too. Not out of true feeling, but out of obedience, the way I remember doing as a child in response to my parents.
Thanks, John. I needed to re-read that...a few thousand times.
My hands are cold, like ice.
Peep tore up and chewed a letter that Eduard had written me. I let her do it. "...timid toe tapping as I dance through life"? What the fuck is that?
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Notice: Some X- and R-rated content and links are present. If you possess delicate sensibilities or are under 18, I suggest you depart immediately. Or not, but don't say I didn't warn you. May also contain mundane and prosaic entries. Read at your own risk.
About Me
- Name: Newpeep, N.D. (neurotic depressive)
- Location: United States
Whateya need to know about me? Hmmm, I'm not clever enough to summarize myself concisely. Guess I'm underdeveloped, a late bloomer. Still trying to find my way in the world. I've already found my way *into* the world, which I suppose is a step in the right direction ... isn't it?
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