So in a gap between classes I was having some lunch, cheese pizza from Pizza Slut, when I looked to my left and who was sitting there? Kathleen, Mark's fiance, with whom Eduard and I had had dinner weekend-before-last. That was pretty trippy. After a bit of small talk, I was like, "I guess I should let you know, Eduard and I have broken up." First thing she said? "That must be for the better, right? For you?" Wow. She said when she first met Eduard, he had a job and he was stable and focused. Then, for reasons unknown, he lost it, started his drinking, and nobody really knows what to do with him now. I mentioned to her how I had the feeling Eduard wanted me to save him, and she was nodding her head.
I can't tell you how much better I feel, having some who knows Eduard (has known him far longer than I) understand my position. To wit, there's been no word from Shay. I figure, fucking fine, if she wants to be the object of his manipulation, that's her problem.
Monday, January 24, 2005
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About Me
- Name: Newpeep, N.D. (neurotic depressive)
- Location: United States
Whateya need to know about me? Hmmm, I'm not clever enough to summarize myself concisely. Guess I'm underdeveloped, a late bloomer. Still trying to find my way in the world. I've already found my way *into* the world, which I suppose is a step in the right direction ... isn't it?
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